15 Desember 2009

Di Merah Rona Wajahmu

tiga titik darah
di merah rona wajahmu

ada bulan yang memar
sebelum mencair
lalu mengalir
di sungai-sungai
yang tak
memiliki
hulu

kemudian menjadi dahak
bergerak
pelan
-pelan
mengejan pulau-pulau asing
yang pernah ingin
kau kunjungi

tetapi wajahmu kini
telah menjadi
pulau lain itu
yang mengasingkan tubuh
pada selimut
dan bantal-bantal lusuh
dikelilingi benang-benang
ditangis orang-orang


tiga titik darah
di merah rona wajahmu

mungkin kali lain
di samudra bernama engkau
aku akan diam
dan mengecupmu
dua kali

sambil berharap
engkau kembali

Ketika Kausaksikan Sriwijaya FC Ditahan Imbang Persib Bandung

Kayamba sudah lima gol sebelum ini dan kau mengirim pesan singkat
sudah siapkah aku bermandikan keringat dan berteriak hingga sekarat?

kau punya dendam dengan orang sunda, ditinggal menikah
dengan dalih takut durhaka, tetapi masalah kemapanan semata

makanya kau benci sekali orang bandung, persib bandung
dan segala macam hal yang berbau bandung, pun warna biru

seperti kostum yang kerap kau lihat di langit itu.

*

entah bagaimana kau menyelundupkan petasan, dan ketapel
dan batu-batu tajam yang mungkin kau pungut di jalanan

"aku akan menembak sang kiper, juga sang striker yang mukanya
mirip dengan joker, selalu seolah troublemaker"

tetapi ketika kayamba mencetak gol keenam kau bersorak gembira
dan menyimpan ketapelmu di bawah kursi yang setia kau duduki

*

kau sudah berpikir sriwijaya akan menang, dan membawa tiga poin penuh
mengantarkan kita ke posisi kedua di bawah arema indonesia

tetapi tepat menit ke-90, kita kebobolan dan matamu memancarkan kemarahan

kau ambil saja ketapelmu, melemparkan batu-batu
bertingkah burung bulbul di jaman abrahah itu

05 Desember 2009

Dua Hal Yang Ingin Kuungkapkan Kepadamu

1. Bagaimana Caranya Menerjemahkan Rindu?

rinda, rindi, dan tak ada kata rindu
padahal kamus ini ngakunya lengkap sekali
ada sejuta kata yang berhasil ditangkap
kemudian diterjemahkan oleh para ahli

tetapi, kemana rindu pergi?

rindu mungkin sudah menjadi telepon genggam
yang suka sekali berdering malam-malam

rindu mungkin sudah menjadi televisi
yang asik sekali menayangkan tubuh-tubuh seksi

rindu mungkin saja sudah jadi presiden
yang selalu siap bersumpah tak terlibat dalam insiden


2. Harus dengan Apa Kulambangkan Kata Cinta?

seorang anak laki-laki bertanya,
kenapa burung garuda yang jadi lambang negara
bukan ayam jagonya yang selalu berkokok dengan ramah?

karena kita tidak menyembelih burung garuda saat lebaran, Nak.

seorang perempuan yang baru pertama kali kasmaran ikut bertanya,
bagaimana dia harus melambangkan cinta pada sang lelaki pujaan?

nah, kau potong seekor ayam jago, dan ambil tajinya
katakan pada lelaki itu, mana yang lebih tajam: tajimu

atau taji ini?

29 November 2009

Jorge Luis Borges

We are the time. We are the famous
by Jorge Luis Borges

We are the time. We are the famous
metaphor from Heraclitus the Obscure.

We are the water, not the hard diamond,
the one that is lost, not the one that stands still.

We are the river and we are that greek
that looks himself into the river. His reflection
changes into the waters of the changing mirror,
into the crystal that changes like the fire.

We are the vain predetermined river,
in his travel to his sea.

The shadows have surrounded him.
Everything said goodbye to us, everything goes away.

Memory does not stamp his own coin.

However, there is something that stays
however, there is something that bemoans.



The Art Of Poetry
by Jorge Luis Borges

To gaze at a river made of time and water
And remember Time is another river.
To know we stray like a river
and our faces vanish like water.

To feel that waking is another dream
that dreams of not dreaming and that the death
we fear in our bones is the death
that every night we call a dream.

To see in every day and year a symbol
of all the days of man and his years,
and convert the outrage of the years
into a music, a sound, and a symbol.

To see in death a dream, in the sunset
a golden sadness--such is poetry,
humble and immortal, poetry,
returning, like dawn and the sunset.

Sometimes at evening there's a face
that sees us from the deeps of a mirror.
Art must be that sort of mirror,
disclosing to each of us his face.

They say Ulysses, wearied of wonders,
wept with love on seeing Ithaca,
humble and green. Art is that Ithaca,
a green eternity, not wonders.

Art is endless like a river flowing,
passing, yet remaining, a mirror to the same
inconstant Heraclitus, who is the same
and yet another, like the river flowing.



Instants
by Jorge Luis Borges

If I could live again my life,
In the next - I'll try,
- to make more mistakes,
I won't try to be so perfect,
I'll be more relaxed,
I'll be more full - than I am now,
In fact, I'll take fewer things seriously,
I'll be less hygenic,
I'll take more risks,
I'll take more trips,
I'll watch more sunsets,
I'll climb more mountains,
I'll swim more rivers,
I'll go to more places - I've never been,
I'll eat more ice creams and less (lime) beans,
I'll have more real problems - and less imaginary
ones,
I was one of those people who live
prudent and prolific lives -
each minute of his life,
Offcourse that I had moments of joy - but,
if I could go back I'll try to have only good moments,

If you don't know - thats what life is made of,
Don't lose the now!

I was one of those who never goes anywhere
without a thermometer,
without a hot-water bottle,
and without an umberella and without a parachute,

If I could live again - I will travel light,
If I could live again - I'll try to work bare feet
at the beginning of spring till
the end of autumn,
I'll ride more carts,
I'll watch more sunrises and play with more children,
If I have the life to live - but now I am 85,
- and I know that I am dying ...



Limits
by Jorge Luis Borges

Of all the streets that blur in to the sunset,
There must be one (which, I am not sure)
That I by now have walked for the last time
Without guessing it, the pawn of that Someone

Who fixes in advance omnipotent laws,
Sets up a secret and unwavering scale
for all the shadows, dreams, and forms
Woven into the texture of this life.

If there is a limit to all things and a measure
And a last time and nothing more and forgetfulness,
Who will tell us to whom in this house
We without knowing it have said farewell?

Through the dawning window night withdraws
And among the stacked books which throw
Irregular shadows on the dim table,
There must be one which I will never read.

There is in the South more than one worn gate,
With its cement urns and planted cactus,
Which is already forbidden to my entry,
Inaccessible, as in a lithograph.

There is a door you have closed forever
And some mirror is expecting you in vain;
To you the crossroads seem wide open,
Yet watching you, four-faced, is a Janus.

There is among all your memories one
Which has now been lost beyond recall.
You will not be seen going down to that fountain
Neither by white sun nor by yellow moon.

You will never recapture what the Persian
Said in his language woven with birds and roses,
When, in the sunset, before the light disperses,
You wish to give words to unforgettable things.

And the steadily flowing Rhone and the lake,
All that vast yesterday over which today I bend?
They will be as lost as Carthage,
Scourged by the Romans with fire and salt.

At dawn I seem to hear the turbulent
Murmur of crowds milling and fading away;
They are all I have been loved by, forgotten by;
Space, time, and Borges now are leaving me.


Elegy
by Jorge Luis Borges

Oh destiny of Borges
to have sailed across the diverse seas of the world
or across that single and solitary sea of diverse
names,
to have been a part of Edinburgh, of Zurich, of the
two Cordobas,
of Colombia and of Texas,
to have returned at the end of changing generations
to the ancient lands of his forebears,
to Andalucia, to Portugal and to those counties
where the Saxon warred with the Dane and they
mixed their blood,
to have wandered through the red and tranquil
labyrinth of London,
to have grown old in so many mirrors,
to have sought in vain the marble gaze of the statues,
to have questioned lithographs, encyclopedias,
atlases,
to have seen the things that men see,
death, the sluggish dawn, the plains,
and the delicate stars,
and to have seen nothing, or almost nothing
except the face of a girl from Buenos Aires
a face that does not want you to remember it.
Oh destiny of Borges,
perhaps no stranger than your own.


History Of The Night
by Jorge Luis Borges

Throughout the course of the generations
men constructed the night.
At first she was blindness;
thorns raking bare feet,
fear of wolves.
We shall never know who forged the word
for the interval of shadow
dividing the two twilights;
we shall never know in what age it came to mean
the starry hours.
Others created the myth.
They made her the mother of the unruffled Fates
that spin our destiny,
they sacrificed black ewes to her, and the cock
who crows his own death.
The Chaldeans assigned to her twelve houses;
to Zeno, infinite words.
She took shape from Latin hexameters
and the terror of Pascal.
Luis de Leon saw in her the homeland
of his stricken soul.
Now we feel her to be inexhaustible
like an ancient wine
and no one can gaze on her without vertigo
and time has charged her with eternity.

And to think that she wouldn't exist
except for those fragile instruments, the eyes.

23 November 2009

Aku Bayangkan Ampera Itu Terbelah Dua Persis Ambacang Yang Kau Cinta

#1
Mungkin sebab pondasi, bayanganku itu tak terjadi
atau jumlah lantai kami yang cuma sebilah panjang
lalu memanjang seperti bayang-bayang

menyambungkan seberang ulu dan ilir.

Tapi mungkin nanti, akan dibangun hotel di ampera itu
enam lantai dengan lima bintang yang menjulang
dan ku memanggilmu dari ketinggian, meneriakkan
sebuah dukungan untuk kiamatkan saja dunia
biar tak ada lagi cicak yang tertindas saat sedang merayap
mengendap dengan tiada derap.

Tapi derap sore itu, yang kau dengar adalah nyanyian kematian
atau sebuah sangkakala kecil yang ditupkan kunang-kunang.

#2
Amperaku ini adalah sebuah amanat penderitaan
seperti pesan yang masih sempat terkirim
oleh korban di reruntuhan itu

tapi kunang-kunang malam itu, saat kita bermain di pematang
adalah kuku dari nyawa-nyawa yang terbang
dan memantik kerinduan


#3
Suatu malam, aku bayangkan
ampera itu terbelah dua
aku yang sedang duduk memandang kapal ketek, rumah rakit,
dan sepasang ibu yang menyuci baju di air yang parit,
tiba-tiba terhenyak
seolah ada dua puluh dua mata dari langit
tengah menanti bau angit
dari darah
dan teriakan-teriakan
yang sengit


#4

Ambacang yang jauh, tempat kau terlelap
dalam tidur terakhirmu

mungkin cinta, dan bukan pondasi
yang seperti kukatakan tadi

atau kunang-kunang yang diam menyela
dan memanggil kenangan
dari sebuah masa kecil kita yang lampau
untuk mendengar
atau malah memainkan
sebuah sangkakala kecil
yang lain

lagi.

(2009)

*dalam mengenang korban-korban di Ambacang
sampai kini, jumlah korban tetap menjadi misteri


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